If no one knows what they are doing as it pertains to your life, its God. He knows who to connect you with, how to navigate the terrain, I mean every step according to God's plan is well thought out and well calculated. Stop worrying. Stop doubting. If you believe that Jesus died for your sins and you have been forgiven; if you believe that Jesus rose from the grave and yet you still believe in Him, then why believe in anyway that God has overlooked you, looked pass you or somehow forgotten about you. That's not true! That's not love. God's great plans do not stop and end with you because He is Alpha and Omega. Trust Him to complete the work He began in you. God has never stopped caring about you nor does He get joy out of watching you kick and scream. Wait on the Lord, be of good courage and let Lord strengthen thine heart! Following after God takes patience. Its not Him giving spoiled children what they want when they want what they think they need at their beckoning